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Brain Blockage......

2010-02-26T00:25:00.000-08:00

This isn't working. I told myself I need to blog more often but clearly that isn't happening. I have been sitting on my computer for 30 mins now, trying desperately to update all the news and our trip to vegas but nothing... I cant continue after two sentences... hai.... Alright off to HON le... I'll update more often.. I promise...

weird...

2010-01-07T05:27:00.000-08:00

Have you ever feel sick in your stomach or extremely nervous that something is going to happen, even though nothing is happening. Today, I had butterflies in my stomach for the whole day, but nothing is happening. So weird huh.... Today is January 7, it is Cambodia's independent day.... i think it is......wahahhaha.... I find it is so amazing to see Cambodia changes each time i visited it...hai... 3rd mall is in operation, bigger and better.... for those who have not visited Cambodia... you should.... really... b4 it look like every other country... all the tall building.... WAAHAHHA

Colorado

2010-01-05T01:26:00.001-08:00

Cant update photo for colorado trip coz of the internet.... dame slow..... have to do it in USA... LOLZ

Bored.....

2010-01-05T01:04:00.001-08:00

It had been 2 weeks since Colorado trip, time flies… I guess everyone knows that…. It was not an amazing trip but at least I enjoyed it, however it was not that much fun as I expected it to be….. Each day went by so quickly; I barely catch my breath to enjoy the moment. I am so exhausted from everything. Hai…..Oh……Roth surprised Bday was some how different… I guess coz of the limousine……. We had a lot of fun especially me… seeing the annoying look on Roth’s face trying to unwrapped the clue.... priceless…. Wahahaha…… now I already graduate, so I guess I will have more time update my blog…..

PS: I have an unsettling feeling of guilt and disappointment. Guilt of not telling my best friends about my CT-ship. And disappointed with them, doubting my ability.

Emotional unstable?

2009-11-11T23:34:00.001-08:00

Please do not judge me..... I am about to do something VERY STUPID..........

Unexpected call

2009-10-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

Nothing much or special happen in my life..... Just a usual regular routine for me, rush to school in the morning, sit for boring lecture and drive back home..... But yesterday was somehow different... I received a phone call from unexpected friend......Seima.... Dun get me wrong... we talk quite often in MSN but just a bit surprise that all....... not about the called... but about the actual conversation... did i tell you about the company that he wanted to start? Oh well.... according to him, it did not work out.... Seima.. the one person that I personally believe to excel in everything he do....i do mean everything....literally.....hai.... it kinds of bring down my motivation to start my own business now..... not sure if i can survive out there in the big world full of unethical business people..... hmm.......... but den if i do survive, I will become one of these unethical people.... a bit ironic isn't it? I guess that is how the world revolve huh......... alright peace out now I have to work tomorrow.......

October again

2009-10-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

Halo, I cant believe I'm starting to write in my blog again. The first two months of school flew by and fall is upon us.. oh wait I'm not quite sure if it is summer or fall or maybe winter now coz it doesn't quite translate to the weather change that we experienced now. It is freaking weird. My theory is 2012. Nothing else can explain the weird weather changes and the natural disaster that happen around the world. Hai 2012...... is it too early to freak out right now?

Oh hey i got myself a job... actually an internship in Yamaha Motor Corporation. Since working there and going to school at the same time, I have no time for myself at all. I missed my old life. Missed playing game until the next day, waking up late. etc...... but cant help. "I have to behave like a grown men.... start to think about what i wanna do with my life" quoted by my mother...... Hai......How to walk the path? when you lost the destination........

hello

2009-10-15T22:47:00.000-07:00

hey guyz if you reading this..... give me your blog link again... somehow i lost it from my blog or maybe my imaginary friend deleted it......WAHAHAHHA......

Welcome myself back.....

2009-09-23T21:47:00.001-07:00

Man... my blog so dead..... might have to create a new one or polish this old blog.... have to erase some stuff... the bad stuff.....WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA..... my camera already back in my possession so you can expect that I am gonna upload new photo soon.... VERY soon....

It's over......

2009-06-15T06:23:00.000-07:00

It is officially over, she's getting married..........................................

Just another ordinary day.....

2009-04-22T02:01:00.000-07:00

I spent another week without any accomplishment. Can someone give me any tips on how to be productive? I’m desperate… Really desperate… Bit frustrated actually…. knowing that at the end of the day, nothing have been accomplished. There’re many temptations around that hard for me to resist. Gaming is one of them. The other day, my game comrades and I were on the battlefield until 6 in the morning. I realized it when I saw the yellow/orange light on the horizon outside my window. After the last battle, my fellow comrades surrendered and off to their comfortable bed. Here I am alone… cant sleep so I went on a solo mission until 10 in the morning. Can you imagine that? Do I prove my point that I AM DESPERATE? Well…. Gaming is not the only problem…..

There’s a carnival in Cal State today… look like a carnival or maybe not….. It is bit troublesome so I don’t even care to find out what is going on… All I knew was that ALOTS of students were lining up for free burger…. The weirdest part is that two of my friends were debating about the concept of free food…. You know about debating… it had the tendency of turning to an argument… So stupid..... It is just a burger, there’s no point of arguing about it. Either you want it or you do not. Anyway….I just finished polishing my resume, hoping it will help me get a job. I really do need one right now. If anyone heard anything or knew someone, please let me know or contact me... my email is Ksereivuth@yahoo.com. Thank in advance.

Peace out…….

The daily grind.....

2009-04-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

What an idiot. Hai ya. Another mistake causes me one or two semesters. My plan is supposed to get into MBA schools in the spring semester 2010. But, it did not go as I planned. The schools that I intended to apply for are only accepting students once a year AND it is ONLY in the Fall. What am I gonna do? Might end up going back to Cambodia get some experiences and come back for graduate school. Hopefully that is not the case. Enough of my agony.

Do you know what is twitter? It likes a service for exchange of quick answer between friends and family. I did not have the time to sign up yet. I'm sure do and it should be interesting.

Oh.. Check out this video. Cute and talented. WAHAHAHAHA

Back.......

2009-03-20T00:56:00.000-07:00

I back everyone. Finally, i cracked down my own password for the blog. It been a while, doesn't it? No idea why haven't updated. Guess I am busy OR not. Nothing out of ordinary happen, peaceful life so far. Everyone is busy with school or with their personal's life.
I think am change, the ways i see it. It's like m losing myself and the goal that i have set out here to do. Hopefully, it is not little too late. In a midst of all these crazy fun and game, one good things come out of it. I knew M BACK............

Here something for you to enjoy:

A TRUE STORY - VERY SHOCKING

Very Shocking.... .

This is a real story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Pasir Ris (Singapore)
Her name was Priya. She was hit by a truck.
She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Shankar.
Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone.

You would never find her without handphone. In fact she also changed her cell connection from M-One to Starhub, so that both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost. She used to spend half of the day talking with shankar. Priya's family knew about their relationship. . Shankar was very close to Priya's family as well. (Just imagine their love) .
Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone' she also said the same thing to her parents.

After her death, people cld'nt carry her body, A lot of them tried to do so,but still can't. Everybody had tried to carry the body, the results were the same.

Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of her father.

He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly..
After a few minutes, he said 'this girl misses something here.' Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone.

He then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van.
All of us were shocked. Priya's parents did not inform Shankar that Priya had passed away..

After 2 weeks Shankar called Priya's mom.....

Shankar :.....'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me.

Don't tell Priya that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'

Her mother replied..... 'You come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'
After he came, they told him the truth about Priya.
Shankar thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me - tell Priya to come out, i have a gift for her. Please stop this nonsense'.
Then they show him the original death certificate to him.
They gave him proof to make him believe. (Shankar started to sweat) He said... 'Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me.

Shankar was shaking.
Suddenly, Shankar's phone rang.. 'see this is from Priya, see this....' he showed the phone to priya's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode.
All of them heard his conversation.
Loud and clear, no cross lines, no humming.
It is the actual voice of Priya & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave box

They were so shocked and asked for the same person's
(who can speak with the soul of dead person) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter.

He & his master worked for 5 hours.

Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them....

Starhub has the best coverage
'Where ever you go, our network follows!!!'

WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Have a nice weekend everyone.....

我愛的人 (The person I love)

2009-01-12T00:48:00.000-08:00

我知道故事不會太曲折
I know this story is pretty straightforward

我總會遇見一個什麼人
I will find someone

陪我過沒有了她的人生
To accompany me along the life without her

成家立業之類的等等
Settle down, good career and everything

她做了她覺得對的選擇
Since she's made the choice she thinks is right

我只好祝福她真的對了
I can only give her my blessings

愛不到我最想要愛的人
I can't love the person that I really want to

誰還能要我怎樣呢
What else can I do?

我愛的人不是我的愛人
The person I love is not my lover

她心裡每一寸都屬於另一個人
Every inch in her heart has been taken by the other person

她真幸福幸福得真殘忍
She's really happy and this happiness is cruel

讓我又愛又恨她的愛怎麼那麼深
Makes me love and hate how can her love be that deep

我的愛人她已有了愛人
The person I love has a lover

從他們的眼神說明了我不可能
The look in their eyes tells it all, it's impossible for me

每當聽見她或他說(我們)
Everytime I hear them use 'we'

就像聽見愛情永恆的嘲笑聲
It's just like love, laughing at me, eternally

Sad huh....

2009-01-10T03:55:00.000-08:00

If you feeling blue, listen to these songs will make you feel WORSE.....

Brand new year, same old me..........

2009-01-06T02:08:00.000-08:00

Hello there old friend, think i forget you, not a chance. So long haven update anything, you must be curious what the hell happened to me huh? Well m still alive and kicking if that what you meant. Have been enjoying myself after the exams, you know how stressful the exam can be. Went to a lot of parties, christmas, new years, and oh we went to vegas too. Like krsann said it was the best vegas trip ever, even through the traffic was a nightmare. Guess am not a "club jinx" after all, I drank alot and not sure if i were drunk or not. Oh forgot to tell my embarrassing moment. At the club, i went over to the bartender and asked politely if she could recommended me the strongest alcoholic drink. I dont know if she could hear me or what. She replied would you like some juice? I said huh? then she repeated her question.... Would you like some juice? M abit shock, do i look that innocent? Anyway, it was a good way to end 2008.

What is your New Year Resolution?
Flash back........Last year, at this time sitting alone in my room thinking what are my new year resolutions gonna be? End up having lists of about 20 resolutions. This year I not gonna have my New Year Resolution. When you plans to do something, you end up not doing it. So I just gonna go with the flow, whatever comes first. Alright that sum of what m been doing for the past 2 weeks.
PS: O... I gonna explore my hidden talent (photography) wahahahahahah.......

New Babez.....

2008-11-19T00:32:00.001-08:00

Whaaahahah.....My dad wants to get me a new car... Emm..... Which one?

Audi-A5

Mercedes C300

BMW- M3

Em...... Love all of them.......

One after another........

2008-11-16T03:21:00.000-08:00

A lot of things happened for the past weeks, I don't even know where to begin. Bad things have a tendency to cloud together. It comes one after another. I am so disappointed with some people, didn't see that one coming. Say whatever you want, you cant clap with one hand. For your info, NOW I dun give a dame. There are more important things than that.

Last weekend, I did something that, I never thought that I'll go that far to do what I have done for you. But still, it will never enough. Is there? I have plenty of time to think when i flew back home. But, still I cant find the answer that i have been looking for. Is the past cloud my judgement? Or am I holding on to something that do not exist anymore?

So what is my verdict? Is there any remedy to this? I need answers..............

Goals........

2008-11-04T00:32:00.000-08:00

Sup mates? long time no see. Time flies. Isn't it? Even it seems impossible. For me at least it does. Another 7 months to go before my school's life is official over. Well if I pass my WPE. The scariest part of all of this, is what am i gonna do after that? The answer is still unknown. (not really)

According to an old saying, it is difficult to accomplish objectives until you know what it is you want to accomplish. So I have done a lot of thinking about it. I think i have my objectives or in this case is my goals.

1. Survive last semester and get BA degree.

2. Get into MBA program.

3. Finish school in 2 years time.

4....... cant write this down.....

5. Work in Sg or Australia or Japan for another 3 years.

6. Finally, I can settle down in one place.

Never come across my mind that I'll continue to get MBA. Really have to expect the unexpected. Even you have planned everything at the beginning, it will not turn out to be what you have expected. Some other things will eventually intervene your path and make your plan to change in the reverse direction. Just be prepare, go with flow, don't give up. If it exist, it possible.

I already have all the choices for my MBA schools. 1st choice is INSEAD, which it is extremely difficult to get it. At the rate of my studying right now, the chance of getting acceptance is nearly impossible. I really have to pick up my pace. Need a lot of determination, and hard work. These are the qualities that I do not possess. I wish that someone can remove the "laziness" nerve in my brain and flush it away. My 2nd choice is Princeton, unfortunitely they do not have MBA program.Hai... 3rd choice is Wisconsin-Madison. 4th is UC-Irvine. I have a higher chance to get in than INSEAD, but it still a above average school which need hard work to get acceptance. 5th choice is CSU-Long beach, this is my back-up plan, when i have no other alternative. I am quite satisfy with myself, at least now i have my goals. I need my determination and will power to accomplish these goals. Wish me luck mates.

有没有人告诉你

2008-10-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

当火车开入这座陌生的城市,
那是从来就没有见过的霓虹.
我打开离别时你送我的信件,
忽然感到无比的思念.

看不见雪的冬天不夜的城市,
我听见有人欢呼有人在哭泣.
早习惯穿梭冲满诱惑的黑夜,
但却无法忘记你的脸.

有没有人曾告诉你我很爱你,
有没有曾在你日记里哭泣.
有没有人曾告诉你我很在意, 在意这座城市的距离.

Addicted to this song... Now cant get it off from my head......

The shortest day

2008-10-07T23:26:00.001-07:00

I have been studyin for 8 hours straight. Cant take it any more, I need a break. Didnot realiaze that i have to know so many formula and terms. Hai...... Where's the time? when you need it. it goes by so fast. I need alot of luck for my tmr test. oh by the way, go rent Big Fish if you haven seen the movie. It's a good movie. The movie was about a guy who foresaw his death. He embarked on the journey to see the world. He was fearless when encountered with strange places and people because he already knew the outcome of his death. It got me thinkin. If you have the power to see your on death. Would you? Hell yeah..... The scariest things in the world is not knowing, so I am not afraid of seeing my future. I am kind of curious to see what the future have instore for me. To be more precise, what is the outcome? Everyone is working hard to achieve their dream or goal. I have seen many have their dream destroy and many have succeed in whatever they meant to do. But wouldn't it be nice if you see the outcome and working toward it. On the other hand, some people might be too involved in the outcome and overlooked the choice they make along the way. Hmmm...... I have come to conclude that, wheather you have premonition or not, it is the choice you make now that are important and vital in your life. Back to reality, I need to continue my study now. Later

September's road......

2008-09-26T00:43:00.000-07:00

Another months gone by just like that. That sad, I could have achieved alot this month but you know me, I let the Lord Of Laziness take control again. What a waste huh? Oh did I mention that this month is the month that i came to this world. wahahahah.....September 13th 1983 at 2:30 afternoon to be exact. My mum always said that I am so stubborn and hot-temper coz I born in the afternoon and fall in the fire element category. You believe that? lolz. What did I do on my bday? you asked? Well, went to dinner with friends and sisters. First time in four years, I celebrated my bday with my second sister. I glad that she extended her stay in US for my bday. This year, I didnot have a bday cake. Well, Sisters wanted to get me one. but i insisted that no cake is needed. To be honest, I am bit old for bday cake. WAHHAHAHA. Even though this month, i didnot achieve much in academic or career. But, luck is on my side. I have one good news and one bad news. Which one you wanna hear it first? The good news right. WAHAHHAHAHA... ok.....wait for it....wait for it.....wait for it.......here it go
5
4
3
2
1...
The good news is "Everything that happens once can never happen again, But everything that happen twice will surely happen a third time." I guess my wish for the third chance come true huh..........there's no need for the bad news huh...... let the good be always good......LOLZ

PS: Thanks all for coming to my Bday and oh yeah Let's welcome my second nephew, Kong ChanViseth, to this world.

Old Memories....

2008-08-26T00:06:00.000-07:00

We change every year, aren't we? I mean not only your life but your physical appearance as well. The other day i was going through my old stuff, getting ready to throw it away and the long-delayed of cleaning my room. Finally, i did it. I come across a series of photo albums, many of them with pictures of me from high school. Its bring back memories. The memories that I have long forgotten and store it far back somewhere in my brain just like these series of photo albums. Back when I was in my teen, (sounds like an old man) lolz. I was a nerd, no no I am not a nerd. I look like a nerd. My school uniforms were perfectly iron. My hair were neatly comb back. I carry a bag that twice as my weight and about to fall back on my backside even a gentle touch of my shoulder. Imagine that !!!!!!! It is too embarrassing to post those photos. Now I did not look that nerd no more, well at least my hair color change, i wear lenses instead of glasse. But my style of fashion still old-fashion according to SOME FRIENDS. lolz. It's amazing to see those change in just a few years. Go through your photo album, you'll see what i mean. Have a good laugh at how ridiculous you look. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Another picture is the photo of my best friends, when they visiting Cambodia. They look decent as in not nerd. They are ridiculously hilarious, fun and comfortable to be around and most importantly we're click. Nothing ever sounds stupid, funny or unbelievable to them, and we never feel stupid saying whatever it is. Really miss the wonderful time with them especially the time when we have to run away from a bunch of girls. LOLZ. We were scared of them, you believe that! lolz.
Friends come in and out off your life. You'll never know who be your friends for life. So treasure it, accept each other's fault and dont take it for granted.

PS: I'll try to update my blog as often as I can. Have fun for the fall semester.

Changes......

2008-08-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

Have you ever had this feeling? when you saw someone happily together yet you all alone walking by yourself on the street or in the car or wherever you are. Is my life far too lonely, too sad, too pathetic? Dont tell me that you had never thought or felt about it. If not, you are a liar. Just be honest to yourself for once.
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show so please do not blame me for not trying hard enough. I really really do try. I have done alot of soul searching and realized that just coz I never show it people receive the wrong message even my intentions are good. So please accept my sincere, deepest apologize especially YOU, sorry for those cold shield that might hurt you and thanks for the wonderful momeries that you give me.
Even though everything does not work out as what I have expected. This summer change my perspective. My life used to be like a drifting clould without destination, just floating around. Things will not always be the same as it used to be, life changes. I need to know what my path is.... where is this path gonna lead me to?

Weekend

2008-07-02T23:04:00.000-07:00

Yay... I''m gonna extend my vocation in Cambodia for another 3 to 4 weeks. Heard from Toby and Seth tom that the weather is dame hot in California and the gas price is high. I guess the extension of my vocation is a pretty good idea. wahahhaa....No need to pump up the car, no need to withstand the summer heat in California....LOLZ.
I went to Kompong soun last weekend with family and friends. Love the weather there, not so humid, the salty smell of the ocean, and white beach sand, WOW.... is dame fantastic....Oh we went fishing. I caught 2 fishes in 3 hours...waahahahah......and we barbeque the fishes, its taste great, well it has to taste great. wahahahah. Oh by the way, we caught about 20 fishes. lolz..........

PS: Time to go the gym.. Gain about 5 kg now. Hai....lolz

Singapore....Food food food...lolz

2008-06-23T04:32:00.000-07:00

Thailand trip....

2008-06-22T03:58:00.001-07:00

spent alot of money in thailand.....lolz.....the food, the place, and everything were good.

Kor yon

2008-06-03T19:53:00.000-07:00

Wahahah....finally i knew wat is Kor yon.... for those who do not know what it is.. see the above pic....oh yeah i'll get lot of sg's food photo for you (heang) plus i can eat for yr behalf ....WHAAHAHA...Alieen you should try Cambodia's durian...IT SUPER GOOD.... Come me house in Cam...I treat u... THE BEST DURIAN IN CAMBODIA.....LOLZ....who knew that Cambodia's food can make u fat....seth tom too bad man cant help.... too much temptation......btw toby.... reserve mongo is GOOD........You hungry? LOLZ......

Food......lolz

2008-05-31T01:47:00.001-07:00

my favorite foods....more photo're comin...lolz

Home's sweet home

2008-05-26T19:58:00.000-07:00

Bye bye spring…Yay…. wahahaaa…..and yeah I am back in Cambodia. 14 hours flight from LA to Taipei, transit wait for 4 hours then took another 3 hours from Taipei to Phnom Penh. Home's sweet home. Man the weather in Cambodia is so hot and humid. I can't stand it for now, but I'll get use to it. I went swimming in the afternoon with my sisters and cousin. So long never swim kind of forgetin how to do it....wahhahah... You know where we go next? KFC... WAAHAHAH.... believe it or not... it was crowded, there were so many people. I guess it is popular here in Cambodia. I got a feelin that my k2k's Cafe goin to be successful in Camboida too....WAHAHA....anyone wanna join venture or capital or shareowner with me?whahahaha TSC's member are most welcome....LOLZ

Last night, my uncle treats us to Soup Ki soup. It was so good. I ate it like crazy. We had durian after that, it feels so good to be back. Oh yeah… My dad let me drove his car to breakfast this morning. It was not that bad as I thought it would be…. wahahaha……ok m off now…. going to my aunt's house for mangosteen and spring roll ….
PS: thanks toby, seth n malinna 4 sendin us off.. toby dun forget to check on my car....lolz thanks bro.....

Sick

2008-05-10T02:38:00.000-07:00

Howdy everyone, I'm suppose to be sleepin like a baby at this hour instead m writin this... hai..... cough woke me up every 10 mins.. i cant sleep, have to drive to Wal-mart to get cough medicine that may cause drowsiness..... well, 15 mins later still not sleepy..... GOD Help me... i need to sleep nw and recover by sunday.........Have to do alot of stuff...........i think the medicine is workin nw.... Zzzzzzzzzzzz

PS: Las Vegas trip was great.....Ksann...sorry bro still own u....(yr present)... WAHAHAHAHAH.

Tahoe

2008-04-11T03:57:00.000-07:00

Hey there. Long time no see. Well I'm back from lake tahoe for almost 10 days now. I wanted to update my blog the next day I got back, but too exhausted from the trip. If I were to describe how i feel about the trip. All I can say were three words. "Fun, Fun, Fun." The cabin is cozy. The lake is amazing, and it is so scary to drive at the edge of the mountain but the view at the top is extremely beautiful. It worth the risk. Cant tell you how much I love snowboarding. When you on the top of mountain snowboarding down. The cold wind blow at your face, it is relaxing. It gives you a peaceful feeling if you do know how to snowboarding. wahaaha.....Oh another things, we had an interesting chat on our way back to Long beach. Cant tell you what the conversation was about. But m letting you know that, I am in the process of deciding about "???" that going to change my life.

Here are some photo we took at tahoe:

Midnite oil....

2008-03-20T01:14:00.001-07:00

I have been burnin midnite oil for 2 days. If you count today, will be 3 days then. In case, you were wonderin. I was studyin for Fin 400, Fin 490, and Health class. I am studyin! Can you believe it? Wahahahaha... Hopefulli I did well for my Fin 400 so that i can redeem myself from the previous exam. 10 out of 16 and it is below average. Hai..... Today, Fin 400 exam was kind of easy. I finished it in 20 mins and spend other 30 mins checkin all the answer. The exam, in a way, it's easy and the answer is straight forward. but you never know. Cant wait to see the result.

I read an interesting chapter on human sexually. The chapter's call "Love, Intimacy and Relationship." I know the title is caughtin for most of you. lolz. Half of the chapter, discuss about the triangular theory of love. According to Robert Sterberg, The theory characterizes love in an interpersonal relationship on three different scales: Initmacy, Passion, and Commitment. It is interesting, the “amount” of love one experiences depends on the absolute strength of these three components; in order to have a perfect love, you have to have these three componets.

Intimacy alone = liking (true friendship without passion or long term commitment)
Passon alone = infatuation (passionate, obsessive love at first sight without initmacy or commitment)
Commitment alone = empty love (love without passion or intimacy)
Intimacy+ Passion = Romantic love (Physical and emotional attraction without commitment)
Intimacy+ Commitment = Long-term committed frinedship such as marriage.
Passion + Commitment = Fatouous love (Shallow friendship)

So which one are you if you in love???

PS: Cant wait to spend my spring break in Lake Tahoe with my sister and friends.

Believe it or not....

2008-03-05T00:30:00.000-08:00

"Virgo Man"
"He will spent money carefully and spent it worthwhile. He will only extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type of guy who can drive 100 miles just to tell you how much he misses you. If he does not care about you, he will not even spent a dime to call you locally. Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question."

I believe what it says...until this part....lolz... continue reading

"He is neat and tidy, so his life always in schedule, a fix time to lunch, the same time to go home. He is well knowledfe about food and conscious about nutrition, so you won't see this guy eating a junk food, or strange and exotic food for sure."

"Scorpio Women"

"If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it.
If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair
in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to
accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman."

Hai..... "wait for a pay back revenge in the future."

Hey there!!

2008-03-03T00:58:00.000-08:00

Hey there! I had a crazy weekend. You would not believe me if i told you so. It been so long, I cant remember when was the last time I hang out with you. I'm glad we met up. we had so much to caught up. To tell you the true, it kinds of weird for me at first, but later on, we click back like we used to. You're right, life is so short to be worry about these things. Let the bygones be bygones. Had lot of fun talking with you. Hope that we can do that more often. And hey you better let me buy you coffee next time.....Oh yeah hurry and confrim with me whether you coming to my sister's wedding or not.....(it would be fun to have you there) :) :) :)

And you. Yes you are. Really appreciate for the talk, Hopefully you're not late for your Thursday morning class. wahahahah

My cousin just bought a house in Irivine. Dame, her house is freaking large. Love her backyard... so kool to host a barbeque party there.........wahahah. She asked us to move in with her. She have two extra room available. Should I? Well, I'm not sure. Have to wait for my sister decision and see which University she wanna go to. Unless you're in TSC if not have to check in my blog to know I move or not.....wahahhaahhahaaaha.... btw check out http://www.tsclan.net/

PS: Thank you for listening. (S and J)

What now?

2008-02-29T04:59:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.... where should i start? So many things i wanna say it out loud..... let just put everything out on the table..... deal with "it" and move on... get the F~~K out of my life......but things is not easy as it seems. How to deal with "it" ? when "it" revolve around your circle of Fs. If you were me, what you gonna do?
Arrrrrrrrr...... I have so much anger bottle up, not really sure when i am gonna explode?????? I cant figure it out... Are you human? A person in their right mind wun do that. Well at least now i understand, "human with a beast's heart" really mean. Maybe it is my fault, too niave, should have listen to my gut and act it out. Who am I kidding? You cant control the beast. Is in it nature. No matter how hard you try, it still go around and bit other people.
The important question is what now? What am I gonna do?

My last post and this one..... are pretty depressing or can i say disturbing to read. Hopefully, my next post is going to be happy-go-lucky post.

Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-15T02:12:00.000-08:00

A very "Happy Valentine's Day" to everyone, especial to "K". For the past few weeks, I was a mess. You put me in an emotional rollercoaster. I dont have the courage to ask u to be my girl again, in fear of rejection. There're limit to what my heart can take. But then, i remember one wise man used to said, "rejection better than regret". So I here to tell you that I cant predict what's gonna happen in the future, but one things i can be sure of is that you mean the world to me. Plz let me take care of you again, let me carry all your weight, let me be the man that you always wan me to be. I'm promise, I'll be there for u.....

PS: I miss you everyday, twice on sunday.

From my hi5's journal

2008-02-03T23:11:00.000-08:00

Fate

People say that with sad partings come sweet reunion. No matter how wrenching and helpless your heart feel on parting, No matter how far the distance and long seperation. If we are destined to be together, we'll meet again by the great desgins of fate.

Time and Place

I'm here, you there. We live in a different time and place. I have waited for so long that one day, with millions of people on earth, we will meet at the same time and place.

Are u?

2008-01-31T03:24:00.000-08:00

Are you......

Hypocrite? or Dilemmatic?

Stop beating around the bush...

Tell me......

Spring semester

2008-01-29T23:56:00.000-08:00

January 28th, Spring semester begin. I have been running around the campus for 2 days, trying to petition for classes that I forgot to register. It is not easy when all the classes you need are limited. Anyway, my effort doesn't go in vain. I managed to register for 2 more classes. That should be enough for 1 semester, 18 units. (You think). lolz.... Now i have this dilemma, I'm not sure if i wanna take 21 units, 7 classes and leave 2 classes for summer and 2 for fall. Or take 6 classes for this semester, 2 for summer, and 3 for fall. Hai.... still thinkin about it....My graduation is getting nearer and nearer. And believe it or not, I'm not looking forward to that day. Graduation means I have to look for job and that part is not easy. Worse case scenario, I have to go back home and work for my dad, and believe me, working for your parent is the worse job in the world. (too high expectation). I still have 2 more semesters to look for a job..... wish me luck......lolz

Enough of that crab. wahaah....Went bowling today with my close friends (seth and sann), had lot of fun. Sann taught us how to spin the ball. Man, the spin look easy, but when you actually do it. It's not easy as it looks. It requires skill to do it. Seth and I feel that spinnin the ball looks kool, however; it's not so exciting as the straight ball. (becoz we cant do the spin that y) wahahahahah.....

PS: My thumb's bled coz of bowlin. Amazing....1st time it happens. lolz

Almost lover...

2008-01-27T05:05:00.000-08:00

Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappyI thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache,Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street, You took my hand and danced with me Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, never forget These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy, I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you, Can't you just let me be?So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you, Should've known you'd bring me heartache ,Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean, I cannot drive the streets at night, I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind, So you're gone and I'm haunted, And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that Easy to walk right in and out Of my life?

[Chorus]Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be?So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should have known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do....

Pro Photographer wanna be....

2008-01-26T14:37:00.001-08:00

Great pictures.... I took at La Jolla, San Diego.

Happy Couple....

PS: When is the big day guys....lolz

Forgive and Forget

2008-01-26T04:42:00.000-08:00

Life is such a crazy thing, it's never really what it seems. One minute you back the next minute you gone. What's going on? Can someone tell me?
I'm going through my phone and saving every message you sent. There're feeling of happiness in my heart when i read the message over and over again. All of sudden, my vision was so clear, I want you back into my life. But my world came crushing down when you told me that you're no longer available.
Why you give me hope and turn around and trash it? Am I sad? Am I disappointed? I cant really figure that out anymore. There're lot of things i dont understand. Can you explain it to me?
I am trying really hard to forgive you, but forgiveness is such simple word and it's so hard to do when you been hurt. In time, i'll forgive and forget you. Good bye.....

PS: Thanks. U know who u are. Really appreciate it.

Surprise Bday

2008-01-24T22:05:00.000-08:00

Seth (toby) bday fall on the January 21th just one day after my cousin bday. We, the T.S.C, planned suprise bday for him. Well the plan gone down the drain, somehow, someone, screw it up.....lolz....Anyway, we ate at Todai and again the food's not so good. Went bowling after that, great game and everyone's having fun. T team owned the game....lolz. Overall is a great party, not so disappointed since m the organizer....waahahahah.....

PS: Happy Bday Bro....

Jie Bday

2008-01-24T15:03:00.000-08:00

It took me so long to update all my photo in cambodia. Now i have to post everything all in one time...dame lazy. Dun even have time to write and post jie and seth (toby) bday picture. Anyway, my cousin bday is on the 20th of Jan, we went to the JT schime's restaurant for dinner. It's in Irvince, the place is nice and i rate the food 6 out of 10. Lot of cute girls though, T.S.C'll like to hang out there. (too bad no asian girls) wahahah.....Seth (toby) bday pics will be in the next post.

Cambodia (PP)

2008-01-23T23:19:00.000-08:00

Yummy....

My City.....

Kampong sound

2008-01-22T02:54:00.000-08:00

My 3 weeks holiday

2008-01-22T00:24:00.000-08:00

Hey hey hey..... how are you guys? long time no see. Can u believe it? I forget the password for my blog. How embarrassing is that? It only 3 weeks or 4 weeks since I update or log in to my blog. Have to reset the password. Hai.....

My 3 weeks holiday in cambodia were wonderful. I dun even wanna leave cambodia when it time to go back to my second home (USA). It kind of sad to see my family when they send us off.

:( Cambodia had changed alot since my last visited. You have to literally be there to actually believe it. Trust me it is.

On plane going back home....

Stop over in Taiwan...

Home sweet home...

Thanksgiving weekend

2007-11-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

Ten days had gone since I wrote my last blog. Time flies without you even realized it. I'm always curious and amaze with "time". How does "time" really work? Why is it "happy time" end in seconds? and "bad time" last for ages. Someone should study the phenomenon of time and when you find the answer. Please tell me about it. By the way, this year "Thanksgiving" was the best one since I knew what is "Thanksgiving" mean. Everyone in the State are so thrill about this particular day. "Thanksgivng" was proclaimed on the day where American commemorate the harvest reaped after a harsh winter. This day, everyone gather with their families and friends to enjoy a fabulous meals (turkey and pumpkin pie). You will be surprise to find out that thousand of turkeys have been slaughter on this special day. Anyway, we also celebrated "Thanksgiving". we were invited by Bong Kar to his place. We ate, we play game, we laugh, we shout, then we ate again, game again, then movie time, after that we ate again. I'm lose count of the number of time we ate. ??? still cant figure it out. The party end around 6 am in the morning and i dropped dead on my bed the minute i got home.

Happy Birthday....

2007-11-17T02:49:00.001-08:00

Hey, Today is your birthday. Just wanna wish you a very happy birthday. Wanted to wish "may all your dream come true" but yr dream already come true. Wanted to wish you "Stay cheerful forever" but yr already ecstatic. So Jus stay healthy and remember that someone will always thinkin about you. Hope u like yr present.
Here is yr birthday song:
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Always,
Sereivuth.

Game of the Year

2007-11-13T23:57:00.000-08:00

This game is so kool. I have to own it.....lolz

Story of the day.....

2007-11-11T03:55:00.000-08:00

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabledchildren, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with byoutside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He can not understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son? 'The audience was stilled by the query.
The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.
'Then he told the following story: Shay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?' Shay's father knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps. Shay's father approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around forguidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighthinning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning. 'Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. His Father watched with a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father's joy at his son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as his father waved to him from the stands. In the bottom ofthe ninth inning, Shay's team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat. At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game? Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball. However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow groundball right back to the pitcher.The game would now be over. The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game. Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all teammates. Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first! Run to first!' Never in his life hadShay ever run that far, but he made it to first base. He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled. Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!' Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make itto the base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball ... the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home. All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay' . Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third! Shay, run to third!'As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!' Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team. 'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.
**Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making his father so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!!!!!!!!

October...

2007-11-08T00:16:00.000-08:00

Hai...October just ended, Now already November. Everything's movin so fast, I didn't even have time to catch my breath. Another month is gone just like that....Poof... gone....What have i done for the month of October? nothin really...... I have been thinkin alot lately. what am i going to do? M graduate soon. Should I continue to study? Get a job? Go back home? Go fulfill my promise? So many things I need to do, but there's only one me. Wish there're multiple of me to do all those things. That is not possible. Hai.... alright back to reality. Anyway... I'm still decidin....so I'll update you on my decision. lolz... Oh by the way, it's the month of November. Someone Birthday is coming. Just wanna say, "Happy Bday" wish that I can enjoy your special day with you. Stay cheerful and enjoy yr special day. Always,

Past and Present

2007-10-25T00:28:00.000-07:00

Guess what? when its come right down to it. Wherever you go, there you are. Whatever you wind up doing, that's what you're wound up doing. Whatever you are thinking right now, that's what's on your mind. Whatever had happened, it has already happened. The important question is, how are you going to handle it? In other words, "Now what?"
Like it or not, some people are stuck at the crossroad of past and present, they cling on to the past as if forgetting momentarily that they are here in the present. But when the cloud of forgetful fade away. They begin to question themselves. "Now what am gonna do?"
I have been asking myself the same question......Have you?.....

Buddies.....

2007-10-21T11:38:00.000-07:00

Cham aka Jim, Seth aka Toby, Sann aka Vincent, Seth II aKa Jame, and Me aka Ty. My buddies......T.S.C.....Rocks.......lolz

Koolest people are in this photo.....

That me...... look at my hair... koolz....

.......Open Seasemi's Food........

....2nd Street... In Long Beach

24 hours straight.....

2007-10-20T04:11:00.000-07:00

It's 4 a.m. again and I still sitting in front of my computer. Cant really go to sleep even thought I am damn tired. 24 hours ago......I went to bed at 4:30 a.m. and have to wake up at 8 in the morning to go and see the neurologist about Bell's Palsy. Right now I have Bell's Palsy. In case, you wondering what is Bell's Palsy? Apparently, it is a praralysis or weakness on one side of the face. The paralysis is probably caused by swelling of the facial nerve. The cause of the virus is unknown and according to my doctor, the facial paralysis recover completely in 80% -90% of cases. Hopefully, I'm belong to that 80%-90%. She also mentions that, I might be too stress out....and my immune system is weak at the time to prevent the virus attack my facial nerve.... Anyway enough of that stuff.... I will be recovering in 3-4 weeks. If not, you guys will be seeing me in 6 months time. lolz...... Back home from the hospital at 11 a.m. Watching tv, checking emails, and hi5 took me almost 1 hour. Cham and seth called to go and eat porridge at Cherry ave. They came and pick me up coz I cant drive not becoz I don't know how. It's coz of my Bell's Palsy. While i was eating the super spicy delicious porridge, a housefly decided to drop by into my porridge. What a great way to destory my day!!!!!! hai.... Back home again at 3. Again, watching tv, checking emial, hi5, and trying photoshop my coffee shop images into my website took me another 2 hours. At 5, I went to meet seth, sann, and jame with cham. We had our dinner at Open Seasemi..........nice dinner.... haven had Jalab for a long time. The food still taste great. Oooo... have photo to show you, but have to wait for seth to sent it to me 1st. You'll wanna try the food after you had seen the photo. wahahahahah...You know where we heading next, wahahahahah, the pier (the beach be more specific). that is where we like to hang out....have photo to show too but u have to wait......our goal is to go to every pier around our area. whahahahah.............Back home again at 11 at night. sitting around and do nothing about 1 hours, then call seth play games until 3 a.m..... next shower and writing this long-winded blog for you.......... This is what I'm been doing on friday........ Looking forward for next friday.........

My Family

2007-10-18T04:24:00.001-07:00

Beautiful sisters

Lovely!!!! Ka wa ii(ee)......

Lim, Meng, Hiang, and Su Ping. Is n't my baby sister look so cutes and adorable.......

Lim, Maly, Meng, and Su Ping.

Wahahaahha..... Said "Cheese"......

Hey Hey Hey.....

2007-10-17T03:12:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey..... finally my blog is up and running. Wahahah....Sorry for the waiting. Em.....Well what should I start writing about? Mmm....Now my mind's going blank. Ooo.... Got it. First, Just wanna shout out to all my friends out there. How are you guys? Seth, Sann, and Aileen don't forget to link my blog to yours. lolz. Next, for these people who do not know me. Can look at my profile later, if I updated it. wahahah..... Ok then, that about it for the first post. Oh yeah....welcome to my blog guys.