k2k

Sup mates? long time no see. Time flies. Isn't it? Even it seems impossible. For me at least it does. Another 7 months to go before my school's life is official over. Well if I pass my WPE. The scariest part of all of this, is what am i gonna do after that? The answer is still unknown. (not really)

当火车开入这座陌生的城市,
那是从来就没有见过的霓虹.
我打开离别时你送我的信件,
忽然感到无比的思念.

看不见雪的冬天不夜的城市,
我听见有人欢呼有人在哭泣.
早习惯穿梭冲满诱惑的黑夜,
但却无法忘记你的脸.

有没有人曾告诉你我很爱你,
有没有曾在你日记里哭泣.
有没有人曾告诉你我很在意, 在意这座城市的距离.

Addicted to this song... Now cant get it off from my head......

I have been studyin for 8 hours straight. Cant take it any more, I need a break. Didnot realiaze that i have to know so many formula and terms. Hai...... Where's the time? when you need it. it goes by so fast. I need alot of luck for my tmr test. oh by the way, go rent Big Fish if you haven seen the movie. It's a good movie. The movie was about a guy who foresaw his death. He embarked on the journey to see the world. He was fearless when encountered with strange places and people because he already knew the outcome of his death. It got me thinkin. If you have the power to see your on death. Would you? Hell yeah..... The scariest things in the world is not knowing, so I am not afraid of seeing my future. I am kind of curious to see what the future have instore for me. To be more precise, what is the outcome? Everyone is working hard to achieve their dream or goal. I have seen many have their dream destroy and many have succeed in whatever they meant to do. But wouldn't it be nice if you see the outcome and working toward it. On the other hand, some people might be too involved in the outcome and overlooked the choice they make along the way. Hmmm...... I have come to conclude that, wheather you have premonition or not, it is the choice you make now that are important and vital in your life. Back to reality, I need to continue my study now. Later

Another months gone by just like that. That sad, I could have achieved alot this month but you know me, I let the Lord Of Laziness take control again. What a waste huh? Oh did I mention that this month is the month that i came to this world. wahahahah.....September 13th 1983 at 2:30 afternoon to be exact. My mum always said that I am so stubborn and hot-temper coz I born in the afternoon and fall in the fire element category. You believe that? lolz. What did I do on my bday? you asked? Well, went to dinner with friends and sisters. First time in four years, I celebrated my bday with my second sister. I glad that she extended her stay in US for my bday. This year, I didnot have a bday cake. Well, Sisters wanted to get me one. but i insisted that no cake is needed. To be honest, I am bit old for bday cake. WAHHAHAHA. Even though this month, i didnot achieve much in academic or career. But, luck is on my side. I have one good news and one bad news. Which one you wanna hear it first? The good news right. WAHAHHAHAHA... ok.....wait for it....wait for it.....wait for it.......here it go
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2
1...
The good news is "Everything that happens once can never happen again, But everything that happen twice will surely happen a third time." I guess my wish for the third chance come true huh..........there's no need for the bad news huh...... let the good be always good......LOLZ

PS: Thanks all for coming to my Bday and oh yeah Let's welcome my second nephew, Kong ChanViseth, to this world.

We change every year, aren't we? I mean not only your life but your physical appearance as well. The other day i was going through my old stuff, getting ready to throw it away and the long-delayed of cleaning my room. Finally, i did it. I come across a series of photo albums, many of them with pictures of me from high school. Its bring back memories. The memories that I have long forgotten and store it far back somewhere in my brain just like these series of photo albums. Back when I was in my teen, (sounds like an old man) lolz. I was a nerd, no no I am not a nerd. I look like a nerd. My school uniforms were perfectly iron. My hair were neatly comb back. I carry a bag that twice as my weight and about to fall back on my backside even a gentle touch of my shoulder. Imagine that !!!!!!! It is too embarrassing to post those photos. Now I did not look that nerd no more, well at least my hair color change, i wear lenses instead of glasse. But my style of fashion still old-fashion according to SOME FRIENDS. lolz. It's amazing to see those change in just a few years. Go through your photo album, you'll see what i mean. Have a good laugh at how ridiculous you look. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Another picture is the photo of my best friends, when they visiting Cambodia. They look decent as in not nerd. They are ridiculously hilarious, fun and comfortable to be around and most importantly we're click. Nothing ever sounds stupid, funny or unbelievable to them, and we never feel stupid saying whatever it is. Really miss the wonderful time with them especially the time when we have to run away from a bunch of girls. LOLZ. We were scared of them, you believe that! lolz.
Friends come in and out off your life. You'll never know who be your friends for life. So treasure it, accept each other's fault and dont take it for granted.

PS: I'll try to update my blog as often as I can. Have fun for the fall semester.

Have you ever had this feeling? when you saw someone happily together yet you all alone walking by yourself on the street or in the car or wherever you are. Is my life far too lonely, too sad, too pathetic? Dont tell me that you had never thought or felt about it. If not, you are a liar. Just be honest to yourself for once.
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show so please do not blame me for not trying hard enough. I really really do try. I have done alot of soul searching and realized that just coz I never show it people receive the wrong message even my intentions are good. So please accept my sincere, deepest apologize especially YOU, sorry for those cold shield that might hurt you and thanks for the wonderful momeries that you give me.
Even though everything does not work out as what I have expected. This summer change my perspective. My life used to be like a drifting clould without destination, just floating around. Things will not always be the same as it used to be, life changes. I need to know what my path is.... where is this path gonna lead me to?

Yay... I''m gonna extend my vocation in Cambodia for another 3 to 4 weeks. Heard from Toby and Seth tom that the weather is dame hot in California and the gas price is high. I guess the extension of my vocation is a pretty good idea. wahahhaa....No need to pump up the car, no need to withstand the summer heat in California....LOLZ.
I went to Kompong soun last weekend with family and friends. Love the weather there, not so humid, the salty smell of the ocean, and white beach sand, WOW.... is dame fantastic....Oh we went fishing. I caught 2 fishes in 3 hours...waahahahah......and we barbeque the fishes, its taste great, well it has to taste great. wahahahah. Oh by the way, we caught about 20 fishes. lolz..........

PS: Time to go the gym.. Gain about 5 kg now. Hai....lolz

spent alot of money in thailand.....lolz.....the food, the place, and everything were good.

Wahahah....finally i knew wat is Kor yon.... for those who do not know what it is.. see the above pic....oh yeah i'll get lot of sg's food photo for you (heang) plus i can eat for yr behalf ....WHAAHAHA...Alieen you should try Cambodia's durian...IT SUPER GOOD.... Come me house in Cam...I treat u... THE BEST DURIAN IN CAMBODIA.....LOLZ....who knew that Cambodia's food can make u fat....seth tom too bad man cant help.... too much temptation......btw toby.... reserve mongo is GOOD........You hungry? LOLZ......

Bye bye spring…Yay…. wahahaaa…..and yeah I am back in Cambodia. 14 hours flight from LA to Taipei, transit wait for 4 hours then took another 3 hours from Taipei to Phnom Penh. Home's sweet home. Man the weather in Cambodia is so hot and humid. I can't stand it for now, but I'll get use to it. I went swimming in the afternoon with my sisters and cousin. So long never swim kind of forgetin how to do it....wahhahah... You know where we go next? KFC... WAAHAHAH.... believe it or not... it was crowded, there were so many people. I guess it is popular here in Cambodia. I got a feelin that my k2k's Cafe goin to be successful in Camboida too....WAHAHA....anyone wanna join venture or capital or shareowner with me?whahahaha TSC's member are most welcome....LOLZ

Last night, my uncle treats us to Soup Ki soup. It was so good. I ate it like crazy. We had durian after that, it feels so good to be back. Oh yeah… My dad let me drove his car to breakfast this morning. It was not that bad as I thought it would be…. wahahaha……ok m off now…. going to my aunt's house for mangosteen and spring roll ….
PS: thanks toby, seth n malinna 4 sendin us off.. toby dun forget to check on my car....lolz thanks bro.....

Howdy everyone, I'm suppose to be sleepin like a baby at this hour instead m writin this... hai..... cough woke me up every 10 mins.. i cant sleep, have to drive to Wal-mart to get cough medicine that may cause drowsiness..... well, 15 mins later still not sleepy..... GOD Help me... i need to sleep nw and recover by sunday.........Have to do alot of stuff...........i think the medicine is workin nw.... Zzzzzzzzzzzz

PS: Las Vegas trip was great.....Ksann...sorry bro still own u....(yr present)... WAHAHAHAHAH.

Hey there. Long time no see. Well I'm back from lake tahoe for almost 10 days now. I wanted to update my blog the next day I got back, but too exhausted from the trip. If I were to describe how i feel about the trip. All I can say were three words. "Fun, Fun, Fun." The cabin is cozy. The lake is amazing, and it is so scary to drive at the edge of the mountain but the view at the top is extremely beautiful. It worth the risk. Cant tell you how much I love snowboarding. When you on the top of mountain snowboarding down. The cold wind blow at your face, it is relaxing. It gives you a peaceful feeling if you do know how to snowboarding. wahaaha.....Oh another things, we had an interesting chat on our way back to Long beach. Cant tell you what the conversation was about. But m letting you know that, I am in the process of deciding about "???" that going to change my life.

I have been burnin midnite oil for 2 days. If you count today, will be 3 days then. In case, you were wonderin. I was studyin for Fin 400, Fin 490, and Health class. I am studyin! Can you believe it? Wahahahaha... Hopefulli I did well for my Fin 400 so that i can redeem myself from the previous exam. 10 out of 16 and it is below average. Hai..... Today, Fin 400 exam was kind of easy. I finished it in 20 mins and spend other 30 mins checkin all the answer. The exam, in a way, it's easy and the answer is straight forward. but you never know. Cant wait to see the result.

I read an interesting chapter on human sexually. The chapter's call "Love, Intimacy and Relationship." I know the title is caughtin for most of you. lolz. Half of the chapter, discuss about the triangular theory of love. According to Robert Sterberg, The theory characterizes love in an interpersonal relationship on three different scales: Initmacy, Passion, and Commitment. It is interesting, the “amount” of love one experiences depends on the absolute strength of these three components; in order to have a perfect love, you have to have these three componets.

Intimacy alone = liking (true friendship without passion or long term commitment)
Passon alone = infatuation (passionate, obsessive love at first sight without initmacy or commitment)
Commitment alone = empty love (love without passion or intimacy)
Intimacy+ Passion = Romantic love (Physical and emotional attraction without commitment)
Intimacy+ Commitment = Long-term committed frinedship such as marriage.
Passion + Commitment = Fatouous love (Shallow friendship)

So which one are you if you in love???

PS: Cant wait to spend my spring break in Lake Tahoe with my sister and friends.

"Virgo Man"
"He will spent money carefully and spent it worthwhile. He will only extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type of guy who can drive 100 miles just to tell you how much he misses you. If he does not care about you, he will not even spent a dime to call you locally. Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question."

I believe what it says...until this part....lolz... continue reading

"He is neat and tidy, so his life always in schedule, a fix time to lunch, the same time to go home. He is well knowledfe about food and conscious about nutrition, so you won't see this guy eating a junk food, or strange and exotic food for sure."

"Scorpio Women"

"If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it.
If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair
in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to
accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman."

Hai..... "wait for a pay back revenge in the future."

Hey there! I had a crazy weekend. You would not believe me if i told you so. It been so long, I cant remember when was the last time I hang out with you. I'm glad we met up. we had so much to caught up. To tell you the true, it kinds of weird for me at first, but later on, we click back like we used to. You're right, life is so short to be worry about these things. Let the bygones be bygones. Had lot of fun talking with you. Hope that we can do that more often. And hey you better let me buy you coffee next time.....Oh yeah hurry and confrim with me whether you coming to my sister's wedding or not.....(it would be fun to have you there) :) :) :)

And you. Yes you are. Really appreciate for the talk, Hopefully you're not late for your Thursday morning class. wahahahah

My cousin just bought a house in Irivine. Dame, her house is freaking large. Love her backyard... so kool to host a barbeque party there.........wahahah. She asked us to move in with her. She have two extra room available. Should I? Well, I'm not sure. Have to wait for my sister decision and see which University she wanna go to. Unless you're in TSC if not have to check in my blog to know I move or not.....wahahhaahhahaaaha.... btw check out http://www.tsclan.net/

PS: Thank you for listening. (S and J)

Hmmm.... where should i start? So many things i wanna say it out loud..... let just put everything out on the table..... deal with "it" and move on... get the F~~K out of my life......but things is not easy as it seems. How to deal with "it" ? when "it" revolve around your circle of Fs. If you were me, what you gonna do?
Arrrrrrrrr...... I have so much anger bottle up, not really sure when i am gonna explode?????? I cant figure it out... Are you human? A person in their right mind wun do that. Well at least now i understand, "human with a beast's heart" really mean. Maybe it is my fault, too niave, should have listen to my gut and act it out. Who am I kidding? You cant control the beast. Is in it nature. No matter how hard you try, it still go around and bit other people.
The important question is what now? What am I gonna do?

My last post and this one..... are pretty depressing or can i say disturbing to read. Hopefully, my next post is going to be happy-go-lucky post.

A very "Happy Valentine's Day" to everyone, especial to "K". For the past few weeks, I was a mess. You put me in an emotional rollercoaster. I dont have the courage to ask u to be my girl again, in fear of rejection. There're limit to what my heart can take. But then, i remember one wise man used to said, "rejection better than regret". So I here to tell you that I cant predict what's gonna happen in the future, but one things i can be sure of is that you mean the world to me. Plz let me take care of you again, let me carry all your weight, let me be the man that you always wan me to be. I'm promise, I'll be there for u.....

PS: I miss you everyday, twice on sunday.

Fate

People say that with sad partings come sweet reunion. No matter how wrenching and helpless your heart feel on parting, No matter how far the distance and long seperation. If we are destined to be together, we'll meet again by the great desgins of fate.

Time and Place

I'm here, you there. We live in a different time and place. I have waited for so long that one day, with millions of people on earth, we will meet at the same time and place.

Are you......

Hypocrite? or Dilemmatic?

Stop beating around the bush...

Tell me......

January 28th, Spring semester begin. I have been running around the campus for 2 days, trying to petition for classes that I forgot to register. It is not easy when all the classes you need are limited. Anyway, my effort doesn't go in vain. I managed to register for 2 more classes. That should be enough for 1 semester, 18 units. (You think). lolz.... Now i have this dilemma, I'm not sure if i wanna take 21 units, 7 classes and leave 2 classes for summer and 2 for fall. Or take 6 classes for this semester, 2 for summer, and 3 for fall. Hai.... still thinkin about it....My graduation is getting nearer and nearer. And believe it or not, I'm not looking forward to that day. Graduation means I have to look for job and that part is not easy. Worse case scenario, I have to go back home and work for my dad, and believe me, working for your parent is the worse job in the world. (too high expectation). I still have 2 more semesters to look for a job..... wish me luck......lolz

Enough of that crab. wahaah....Went bowling today with my close friends (seth and sann), had lot of fun. Sann taught us how to spin the ball. Man, the spin look easy, but when you actually do it. It's not easy as it looks. It requires skill to do it. Seth and I feel that spinnin the ball looks kool, however; it's not so exciting as the straight ball. (becoz we cant do the spin that y) wahahahahah.....

PS: My thumb's bled coz of bowlin. Amazing....1st time it happens. lolz

Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappyI thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache,Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street, You took my hand and danced with me Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, never forget These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy, I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you, Can't you just let me be?So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you, Should've known you'd bring me heartache ,Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean, I cannot drive the streets at night, I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind, So you're gone and I'm haunted, And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that Easy to walk right in and out Of my life?

[Chorus]Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be?So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should have known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do....

Great pictures.... I took at La Jolla, San Diego.

Life is such a crazy thing, it's never really what it seems. One minute you back the next minute you gone. What's going on? Can someone tell me?
I'm going through my phone and saving every message you sent. There're feeling of happiness in my heart when i read the message over and over again. All of sudden, my vision was so clear, I want you back into my life. But my world came crushing down when you told me that you're no longer available.
Why you give me hope and turn around and trash it? Am I sad? Am I disappointed? I cant really figure that out anymore. There're lot of things i dont understand. Can you explain it to me?
I am trying really hard to forgive you, but forgiveness is such simple word and it's so hard to do when you been hurt. In time, i'll forgive and forget you. Good bye.....

PS: Thanks. U know who u are. Really appreciate it.

Seth (toby) bday fall on the January 21th just one day after my cousin bday. We, the T.S.C, planned suprise bday for him. Well the plan gone down the drain, somehow, someone, screw it up.....lolz....Anyway, we ate at Todai and again the food's not so good. Went bowling after that, great game and everyone's having fun. T team owned the game....lolz. Overall is a great party, not so disappointed since m the organizer....waahahahah.....

It took me so long to update all my photo in cambodia. Now i have to post everything all in one time...dame lazy. Dun even have time to write and post jie and seth (toby) bday picture. Anyway, my cousin bday is on the 20th of Jan, we went to the JT schime's restaurant for dinner. It's in Irvince, the place is nice and i rate the food 6 out of 10. Lot of cute girls though, T.S.C'll like to hang out there. (too bad no asian girls) wahahah.....Seth (toby) bday pics will be in the next post.

Yummy....



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