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Hmmm.... where should i start? So many things i wanna say it out loud..... let just put everything out on the table..... deal with "it" and move on... get the F~~K out of my life......but things is not easy as it seems. How to deal with "it" ? when "it" revolve around your circle of Fs. If you were me, what you gonna do?
Arrrrrrrrr...... I have so much anger bottle up, not really sure when i am gonna explode?????? I cant figure it out... Are you human? A person in their right mind wun do that. Well at least now i understand, "human with a beast's heart" really mean. Maybe it is my fault, too niave, should have listen to my gut and act it out. Who am I kidding? You cant control the beast. Is in it nature. No matter how hard you try, it still go around and bit other people.
The important question is what now? What am I gonna do?

My last post and this one..... are pretty depressing or can i say disturbing to read. Hopefully, my next post is going to be happy-go-lucky post.